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Break Your Heart, Shatter Your Ego, a Contribution by Alan

Let’s keep it simple folks.

You are the most sophisticated biomachine to ever walk the face of this Earth.

You have a reprogrammable neural network which is tied to all of your sensory organs. The most direct ways that you usually interact with the environment are through sight, smell, taste, sound, breath, and feel.

Everyone knows Einstein’s equation, E = m.C<sup>2</sup>, but few realize what it really means. Anything that has mass has energy. Everything that you see is an electric field.

Due to self similarity, that is the fractal nature of the universe, one must also consider dimensions and scaling. We are in a world of electric fields embedded in other electric fields that are contained in even larger electric fields. Furthermore, the nature of things here on Earth can be viewed in the same way as that of the universe or that of our inner functions, down to the so-called ‘sub-atomic’ level.

Let’s forget for a moment the duality in the notion that the observer collapses the field to provide appearance of mass. Let’s not be the observer.

A concentration of mass is also a concentration of electric field. Sounds have waveforms that interact with fields, constructively or deconstructively. Light is waveforms. We breathe electric fields with a certain charge. We taste electric fields with various energetic qualities and charge, etc.

Then we interact in return. We speak waveforms, we exhale electric fields, we secrete various electric fields (via urination, saliva, excrement, sweat, odor). We feel and thus transfer energy and charge with touch.

Everything that we do has an impact. Our interactions can either be constructive or deconstructive, positive or negative.

So here you are, a biobot imbued with a divine sense, living in a world that was designed to program and be programmed by you.

Everything around you is in play, such as the elements of nature, earth, air, fire, sun; but also moon, planets, galaxies, the whole universe. What is more proximate to you and most energetic has the strongest influence on you (all according to fractality of scale).

Everything you surround your Self with is also in play, such as television, radio, music, architecture, art, computers, cellphones, etc. But as opposed to nature, these can be manipulated to provide you with false programming or to infect you with virality.

So just as you run antivirus software on your computer, you need to strive to do the same with your body. Or simply stay away from sources of potentially nefarious programming.

You see, nature in itself is what we need for proper learning. It is the sweetest guide, the master programmer. But technology is part of the program as well.

You are a sophisticated concentration of electric fields, but you are also magnetic fields. You’re also an antenna. You’re also a huge capacitor. You absorb and emit light. You can interact with everything around you. You can communicate with any other electric field. You have amazing abilities. But you can also be played.

You’ve been placed on this Earth with a single original purpose. Your purpose was to navigate the morass of this so-called world in an ongoing effort to discover your divinity. The only way to do that is by transcending reality, despite all the virality, and finding your higher Self, the Christ within, your Divine nature.

Getting there involves deprogramming, reprogramming, cleansing your body of virality and thus energizing your higher senses.

Yes you’ve been played by the powers at be. Those driven by lust for power and greed have sought to manipulate all of us. They know what you are, they know we’re programmable and over the centuries they’ve developed the technologies to program us in mass.

Look at the power play with the spiral in Norway.

But that’s how the matrix works. You’ve been presented with good and bad, positive and negative. It’s been up to each and every One of us to either take the blue pill or take the red one. Each one of us either chooses to conform or seeks the Truth. We either pursue our divinity or pursue the illusion.

But the illusion is real as well. It’s part of your training. If there was nothing destructive and negative then you’d already be there.

If you’ve caught on to waves of synchronicity, then you know how the matrix is a training tool.

Your higher senses work only with proper vibrations, namely those of Love and Truth. Take comfort in knowing this, since evil cannot succeed in this path regardless of the state of technology. The powers at be realize this to their never ending dismay. But be compassionate towards them as they are being manipulated as well.

1. Practice Love and Compassion
2. Seek the Truth and Speak the Truth
3. Persevere in these Ways (namely doing 1&2 over and over)
4. You will then gain Self-Control (in doing 1-2-3)
5. Then you will find your Indomitable Spirit

Break your Heart, shatter your Ego and you’ll be in the flow.

– Alan

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Perceptions And The Ego

The characteristics of a graduated ego may be seen transformed and seemlessly incorporated with other forms of definition of self and group, making it difficult to recognize there’s an ego in there at all (even though there is).

As a society, we currently are compartmentalizing attributes of the human psyche, ego (service to self) being one of those attributes.  What we find with a transformed ego is not the elimination or neutralization or death of the attributes of any of these compartments (one of them being the ego), but the elimination or neutralizaton or death of the walls between compartments.  We find that the percieved negative qualities of the ego, such as service to self, isolation, individualization, seperation, and the dualistic nature of ego, can be put to good use when it is combined with service to others, cooperation, compromise, inclusion, and the principles of unity, etc.  The lines or compartments start to become blurred: “in my wanting to help or even save a stranger even if it means the sacrifice of me… is this just ego-gratification, or is it the disolving of ego, I can no longer tell the difference, they are becoming one-in-the-same.”  It is not the death of the ego, but the evolution of it.

In your path towards service-to-others, stop trying to define the ego in its present definition.

Maybe we are truly graduated when we recognize that service-to-others and service-to-self are one-in-the-same.

Everything good that I do for the group (service-to-others) is good for me (service-to-self).

Don’t forget, EVERYTHING is a microcosm of God, a piece of God that contains the whole of God.  Everything good that I do for the group (for God) is good for me (for God).

It’s all good!


Reflection of God

Wholeness is as much of an illusion as separateness.  The recognition of wholeness requires, in the least, the contemplation of there being a “seperate”, for without seperation the definition of something being or becoming whole is incomplete.  Therefore, because God knows what it is to be One and is seeking the experience of being seperate, our goal as being on a spiritual path would be twofold.  First, we become enlightened to a point where we can recognize that there is a One who is complete and whole, and second is to recognize that you were created because this One desires the experience of being incomplete and partial.

In the creative process (the process which attempts to bring unique experiences about, the process of seperation and reflection) I would think the goal is to have UNIQUE ongoing experiences of being “other” in order to experience and reflect on “self” in an attempt to know yourself and therefore know God (your reflection is God’s reflection of God-self in an attempt to know himself and therefore know You.  You, in your uniqueness and wholeness are a microcosm of God pursuing self discovery, self discovery being the method in which God is experiencing himself through duality and seperateness, which are the tools you are using to discover your true self).

Whewsh!

Now, because the One desires this experience and this reflection – seperateness, our goal should not be to shatter this game that was created by him, but to become enlightened enough to recognize the One and fulfill his desire of experiencing this self as seperate and reflect upon your

experiences while reflecting on the God-gift of your uniqueness, knowing that that uniqueness is inherant in the attributes of God and cannot be destroyed.  In other words, rejoice in the experience of being alive and unique and meditate on its significance in relation to everything else (the Whole).

Uniqueness is also something that should not be ignored because uniqueness is a reflection of being whole which is an attribute of the One.  Being unique means being like no other, being only One.  Reflecting on our uniqueness give us the power to reflect on an attribute of God while still being separate.  It sums up this method of self discovery.

The danger is in going too far one way or the other.  The game is the play between polarity, between opposites.  Remove an opposite and reflection and experience falls away, creation ceases to exist.

It is all about creation, the experience of that creation, reflection of the experience of that creation, the recognition of the gift to God this experience is in his/your journey of self discovery, and finally, the role that “gift of reflection” of the experience of that creation plays in bringing about more creation, which in turn creates new experience, which creates new reflection, which creates new gifts, which creates more self discovery, which creates new creation, which creates new experience, which creates new reflection, which creates new gifts, which creates more self……


The Gatekeeper – A Meditation

I began meditation with intent to visit spirit guides.  I started by doing energy work and visualization.  I found myself before a gate keeper.  The gate keeper was dressed in appropriate garb and stood aside as to invite me to his destination.  I entered.

I walked through the gate and was transported to another world.  I was before a doorway and I stepped through.  I walked out under what appeared to be an archway carved out of granite.  The granite was a combination of vibrant purples, subdued grays, magentas and violets, all swirled together and brilliantly smooth, like glass.  This granite structure was like a large outdoor balcony or landing that overlooked a valley surrounded by a mountainous vista.  The mountains displayed the colors found in the granite landing I was on.  The landing had a ceiling that was also made from granite, but there were no walls.  The landing was wide open exposing a wonderful view.  To my left was a bench framed by another granite archway.  The landing extended out approximately 15 steps where it abruptly ended, contrasting the harsh, rocky outcropping from which it was molded.  The landing appeared to be carved right out of the side of the mountain.

My body was light and full of energy.  I found myself dressed in clothing that appeared “regal”.  It was similar to armor.  The armor graciously reflecting the multitude of colors found in the granite with the addition of glowing splashes of golden white.

I began to walk the length of the landing while filling my body with energy soaked from the wonderful surroundings I found myself enveloped in.  I decided not to walk, but lifted myself off the ground and floated slightly above it.  My consciousness expanded and I began to feel myself become one with the moist air and harsh, smooth granite upon which I floated above.  I re-gathered myself and flew off the ledge, now floating out about 20 feet beyond.  I intended to meet my spirit guides.

A soft, white, luminous body appeared and floated before me.  She did not communicate with me but instead attempted to blend with me.  This did not work but was instead a gesture of love and longing.  Soon I found myself surrounded by a dozen other beings of similar design.  All embracing me in loving remembrance, carrying me now in an attempt to show their support.

Again, I dispersed my consciousness and attempted to become one with the environment.  My being now was like a cloud that filled the valleys and inhabited the rocks, the waterfalls, the flora and fauna.  I became one with this wonderful world.  This was one of my homes.

I had the sense that I helped to build this world.  I was the creative force that set potential free and manifested life.  This world missed me.  This seems to be what I do.  I embark on wonderful adventures assisting the creative forces of life into manifestation.

I gathered my energy and became my being again.  The angels, still supporting me, let go and reluctantly left me, wishing me strength of will and belief.

I floated back to the landing and set my feet upon the stone.  I did not wish to leave.  I walked back to the gate and was greeted again by the gate keeper.  “Welcome home,” as he knelt before me.  I respectfully returned the gesture and took one look behind me and wished good bye.


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Spinning Dipoles Creating CHARGE and Klein Bubbles

I was asked to play in my lucid dream sandbox about this.So, I played last night in my sand box. I am getting ready for work, so I can’t write it out now, but I saw why this statement must be true. This is from the paper quoted.

[link to arxiv.org]
“An answer to “why no magnetic monopoles?” is now clear. So long as there were thought to
exist the electrical monopoles known as charges, a deep belief in symmetry demanded that we consider and look for magnetic monopoles. This study concludes that there are no electrical monopoles. To this extent, symmetry has been recovered.”

My study (hehe) also concluded there cannot be any monopoles. Monopoles instability actually LEADS TO dipoles. They either collapse, or form dipoles. (I need to explain why…but later) Funny, I am looking at the stuff they cannot see. It has to do with contained spin forms that are spiral. What creates the spin forms? Light. Light is the only TRUE constant, therefor there are no fluctuations in the speed of the spin. The only way for dipoles to remain absolutely stable like they do, is with an absolute constant defining it.

More later.

Also, I played for about 2 hours with Klein Bubbles. Awesome. You know what I requested to ‘see’? That’s right. Black holes. BTW, they come in all sorts of shapes, not merely spherical. I imagine the ones nested at the center of the galaxies must be mainly spherical…but, they are absolutely incredible things! I even experimented with a supernova entering a black hole. WHOA! The result the volume was annihilated, but the skin still existed, although very shriveled up and emaciated. For relation, the size of the volume would be a house, and the skin would be a quarter after the interaction and implode/explode of the two.

Also, I experimented with injecting a massive object into the Klein Bubbles, and it resulted in a Klein Bottle effect.
[link to en.wikipedia.org]

Is the electron a photon with
toroidal topology?

[link to docs.google.com]
“Since matter is created from photons, and photons are entirely electromagnetic, it follows that matter is indeed made up of EM fields. They are arranged differently, in light and in particles.

I have found a way to arrange the EM fields to achieve the particle properties of charge, mass, angular momentum, spin, and stability. The paper is posted on arxiv under physics/0611266. The electron can be modeled as a dipolar B field that morphs into a toroidal E field, and back, at the Compton frequency. The electric and magnetic fluxes are
quantized. Precession of this spinning model about a different axis then creates “charge”. Mass is the encapsulated kinetic energy of these changing and spinning EM fields. Charge is created by a vxB mechanism of the spinning dipolar B field.”
[link to lofi.forum.physorg.com]

BTW, I wish I could express these visions more accurately, but it is extremely difficult in words.

Once again, the shapes are very similar to what Walter Russell was trying to express. In this video, you see two spiral forms mirroring each other. My vision was a little different, and more complex than this, but it will help visualization.

 

Instead of starting with two spins, start with one. And it is spinning FAST! The one begins extending, and as it extends its Spiraling Conical Filament, it actually creates the field it is formed in (torus shape). At the far end of the ‘invisible’ torus field, the extending SCF begins ‘bunching’ up and ‘mirroring’ the original spinning vortex. As the mirroring spinning vortex grows (it will eventually be the same size as the original), the two begin attracting together, and getting closer. As they get close, the amplitude is rising inside the two spiraling vortices, which creates an increase in repulsion. Then, they both stop attracting and stabilize at a particular distance apart. When I look close at the interaction, I notice there are streaks of multicolored light being emitted from between the two phased locked vortices. wtf

When I was doing the experiment, I couldn’t figure out what the slow colored lights were being emitted. It wasn’t until later today that I reread my posts, and realized what it had to be…CHARGE!

“Precession of this spinning model about a different axis then creates “charge”. Mass is the encapsulated kinetic energy of these changing and spinning EM fields. Charge is created by a vxB mechanism of the spinning dipolar B field.


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