Category Archives: Astral Projection

The Gatekeeper – A Meditation

I began meditation with intent to visit spirit guides.  I started by doing energy work and visualization.  I found myself before a gate keeper.  The gate keeper was dressed in appropriate garb and stood aside as to invite me to his destination.  I entered.

I walked through the gate and was transported to another world.  I was before a doorway and I stepped through.  I walked out under what appeared to be an archway carved out of granite.  The granite was a combination of vibrant purples, subdued grays, magentas and violets, all swirled together and brilliantly smooth, like glass.  This granite structure was like a large outdoor balcony or landing that overlooked a valley surrounded by a mountainous vista.  The mountains displayed the colors found in the granite landing I was on.  The landing had a ceiling that was also made from granite, but there were no walls.  The landing was wide open exposing a wonderful view.  To my left was a bench framed by another granite archway.  The landing extended out approximately 15 steps where it abruptly ended, contrasting the harsh, rocky outcropping from which it was molded.  The landing appeared to be carved right out of the side of the mountain.

My body was light and full of energy.  I found myself dressed in clothing that appeared “regal”.  It was similar to armor.  The armor graciously reflecting the multitude of colors found in the granite with the addition of glowing splashes of golden white.

I began to walk the length of the landing while filling my body with energy soaked from the wonderful surroundings I found myself enveloped in.  I decided not to walk, but lifted myself off the ground and floated slightly above it.  My consciousness expanded and I began to feel myself become one with the moist air and harsh, smooth granite upon which I floated above.  I re-gathered myself and flew off the ledge, now floating out about 20 feet beyond.  I intended to meet my spirit guides.

A soft, white, luminous body appeared and floated before me.  She did not communicate with me but instead attempted to blend with me.  This did not work but was instead a gesture of love and longing.  Soon I found myself surrounded by a dozen other beings of similar design.  All embracing me in loving remembrance, carrying me now in an attempt to show their support.

Again, I dispersed my consciousness and attempted to become one with the environment.  My being now was like a cloud that filled the valleys and inhabited the rocks, the waterfalls, the flora and fauna.  I became one with this wonderful world.  This was one of my homes.

I had the sense that I helped to build this world.  I was the creative force that set potential free and manifested life.  This world missed me.  This seems to be what I do.  I embark on wonderful adventures assisting the creative forces of life into manifestation.

I gathered my energy and became my being again.  The angels, still supporting me, let go and reluctantly left me, wishing me strength of will and belief.

I floated back to the landing and set my feet upon the stone.  I did not wish to leave.  I walked back to the gate and was greeted again by the gate keeper.  “Welcome home,” as he knelt before me.  I respectfully returned the gesture and took one look behind me and wished good bye.


Meditation: 7 Angelic Beings

Meditated and had this.  Was intending to know purpose.

Counted breaths to 10.  Imagined relaxation by falling like Alice through the rabbit hole.  Gently falling.  Decided I’d rise instead as a metaphor.  Rose through clouds into space.  Continued to rise up, now in space, without direction.
Entered tubes of energy and flowed with them, just observing.  Stopped at some unknown place.  I was before someone.  I knelt and fell into respectful meditation with being I was with.  Had communication that I was not to know what should happen or what purpose was just yet.  Pretty direct communication, I felt the being had nothing more to say about subject.  Stayed for a moment.  Some more non-directional communication and decided to move on.
Stood up put my arms outstretched as a symbol of servitude to the being I was with.  Gently gathered and released energy and decided to move on.  Entered tunnel again, with arms still outstretched.  Moved into higher realm.
Out of the abstract colors of the tunnel I was in, came a heavenly earthlike scene.  Rolling green hills, blue cloud filled sky a couple hundred yards from the edge of a forest like “boundary”.  Out of the boundary came a whispery, angelic being on a whispery, angelic horse, both in white.  The being slowly stopped before me.  I again knelt in meditative, respectful servitude.  This caught the visitor off guard.  He/she communicated the awkwardness that I was kneeling before he/she as opposed to the other way around.  I communicated that under the present mission and purpose of incarnation, I am to be held at the level I am currently working in.  I stated that at the moment I was in servitude to them and was to do as they wished.
I asked he/she to separate and he/she did.  There were now 7 angelic beings on horses before me, each displaying a unique personality.  I communicated that time was short and I requested I be enlightened as to my purpose.  One stated that the time is still not right yet.  Another, while looking away from me, stated that I would probably fail at my mission anyway, and that was the reason I shouldn’t be told.  I was still in a state of meditative energy gathering and releasing.  To silence him or better yet comfort his reluctance, I gathered creative energy and turned the rolling hills into a beautifully, lush tropical forest, full of playful life displaying more than all the colors imaginable.
We were all quiet.  No one was looking around at the newly changed environment, they were still looking at me, staring at me in quiet shock at what just transpired.  The display was one of such potent creative force that the reason behind my not knowing was now blatantly obvious to everyone there.
I was back to meditative state of energy exchange and openness, awaiting a request.  After an awkward moment of silence, the original being stated “The creative act you have just displayed is what you are there to do”.  I thought to myself that if this was the case, there is simply no room nor purpose for such work during the current state of affairs on Earth.
After a moment, the beings became one again and slowly dissipated into the forest.
I sat there to reflect.
I took a quick glimpse at the environment and then communicated to the planet that I was on.  “Do you wish for this life to stay, or to be reabsorbed back into your conscious body?”  The planet stated it was benevolent, and did not have use for such life at this time.  I then returned the environment to its original condition.  “Thank you.”  Said the planet.  “Before I leave, do you have any wishes?”  I asked.  “I am lonely.”  it answered.  I slipped back into focus and found the planet alone in space (different dimension).  I quickly found a logo, a sun and made a request to the sun.  “Would you like to be accompanied by a lonely, benevolent planet seeking creative companionship?”  “Yes” it stated.  I then moved the planet into orbit around it’s new friend.  I then returned to self.
I have been disregarding these kind of meditative experiences because they are so subtle.  Might as well begin writing them down, eh?  Hope you enjoyed.

Lucid Dream with Sickscent. Sending positive energy to village.

I was dreaming I was in school, seemed like middle school. I won’t go into too much detail here. I was alone in class after the final school bell rang getting my things together. A girl walked in and helped me out a little. We had small talk, then I left the school and began walking home.

At this point I still wasn’t lucid. As I was walking in my old neighborhood to my house, I noticed the colors of everything began to get more and more drab with overtones of bright red. Kinda erie looking. I also noticed at this point that my brother (Sickscent) was walking with me. Soon after that, the street became very grungy looking with bright red accents. I stopped my brother and said, “Wait a minute, this isn’t right. You know what, we’re dreaming.” He needed only slight convincing and then agreed with me.

We started to explore the environment just a little bit. We made our way to the house we grew up in. We walked in and made our way down a poorly lit hallway. The walls were made out of wood paneling and I asked Sickscent to stop and work on our lucidity because things weren’t as clear as I would have liked them. He pulled his hands to his face and began studying his hands. This was the method he was use to using. I started to concentrate on the details of the environment more and more to get more clarity.

Then I asked him to look at me.

He said “Hold on, let me finish with my hands.” I told him that we should use eachother instead. He dropped his hands and we looked at eachother’s faces and eyes and studied the detail, attempting to make it as real as possible. Now with maximum clarity, we turned our attention away.

We were thinking what we should do next.

The dream environment was so clear at this time, we decided to have some fun and explore it a little more. As we moved further and further down the hallway, we noticed more and more people. We entered an area that was a little more like a night club. Loud noises, poor lighting and lots of people. Again we just took in the reality of it all and commented how amazingly clear and detailed we had gotten everything.

We were among quite a few people when a girl walked by Sickscent and said hello, mentioning him by name. I thought this was odd. They exchanged small talk that I couldn’t really hear, then she walked off. I asked Chad if she was lucid as well and he said he wasn’t sure. I told him to wait there and ran after her. I stopped her and introduced myself as Sickscent’s brother and asked who she was. She told me her name was Ruth. I asked her if she thought she was in a dream state or not and she told me she was. She told me she was lucidly dreaming. I told her that I was lucid as well, and that Chad and I had been lucid for some time and were exploring the environment together. She agreed it was pretty amazing that all three of us were lucid in the same place.

We made small comments concerning the clarity attained in this environment. I soon left and went searching for Sickscent again because I didn’t want to get too separated.

He was still in the same place.

As we made our way around we ran into a group of people that appeared to be frequents. They commented how twisty and confusing this place was and stated that we all needed to be careful because you could be misled to the darker areas of this place where very negative entities were. I commented to Sickscent (they overheard me) that it wasn’t a big deal because we could go through walls and ceilings and all we needed to do to get out was head up. The group was a little apprehensive about this idea, but were concerned about the word that negative entities were nearby.

Sickscent and I decided to follow them out of curiosity. I noticed we were heading downstairs alot and commented to Sickscent that if they wanted to get out and away from the negative, they should be heading up. Sickscent agreed.

Soon, we found ourselves confronted by a non-visible negative presense. I was again convinced that it had no hold on us, especially Sickscent and I, that all we had to do was head up through the ceiling and leave this dream environment.

At this point, the negative presense grabbed hold of me. I could not break free, but at the same time I wasn’t trying very hard. It was kind of novel to me. It’s power was pretty impressive though. It began taking me through the floors and pulling down and down where it was getting darker and darker. I said to myself that I better change this before I get to a place I don’t want to be, so I began to concentrate on moving up with him in tow. To my surprise, he was over-powering me! I thought “This isn’t good!”. Because I could not break free from him, and I could not change his direction, I began to get a little concerned. Maybe I have really underestimated what was going on! I thought for a second, OK, change in strategy. I was trying to control him, which was not working. My attention changed to the environment. Instead of turning him around, I’ll turn the environment around. So I did, I flipped the environment upside down. All of a sudden were heading up backwards.

The trick worked.

Before we knew it, we were heading for daylight. The presense recognized what was going on and changed our direction. We started heading down again! No problem, I flipped the environment again. This time we made it out of the dark and began seeing daylight. Frustrated, again he changed direction. I flipped the environment again. This time we left the darkness and entered the clouds. I chuckled to myself. We were entering an extremely uncomfortable (for him) positively charged beautifully colored, unlimited sky. The negative presense decided to let go and head back down.

I was filled with new energy and confidence. I felt good. I drew in positive energy from the environment by holding my hands out and taking deep meditative breaths while floating in this multicolored clouded sky. It felt good, and I felt good.

I left the clouds and zoomed like superman back to the ground.

I again checked my lucidity and studied my environment. Sickscent was no longer on my mind. I was in a place that had the look and feel of India. It was possibly back a hundred or two hundred years back.

I was in a fairly populated, poor village. I was not greeted well and the local people felt pretty threatened by me, even though I tried to be as non-threatening as possible.

I drew energy and released a field of positive energy that surrounded me for a small distance. The people who had been within this field were no longer feeling threatened. There was one person however, just outside the field who began to get more and more frightened and angry.

He pulled out a sword and demanded my obediance.

I was still lucid and knew that nothing could harm me and politely told him that I would not abide to his demands. I had come peacefully only offering grace and friendship. This really upset him. He came closer and raised his sword. I calmly opened my shirt exposing my chest. In disbelief and anger he swung his sword and cut my shirt. I did not flinch nor move, and again he threatened me. This time, I took off my shirt, walked closer to him, put my arms straight out from my sides and closed my eyes. He swung, cutting my chest wide open. I looked down and gently closed my chest. He looked on with amazement and fear.

At this point, I decided to close the deal. I levitated myself off the ground and again told him I wasn’t someone to be threatened by. I moved higher and higher into the air and moved around him, finally dropping myself to within inches of the ground. Arms still widespread, I gathered another bundle of positive energy and directed it at him. He then apologized and became friendly.

At this point, we were drawing quite alot of attention. I worked hard to keep my lucidity throughout.

Quite a group began gathering and I again drew positive energy in and pushed it out throught this area of the village. This was causing the village to become increasingly positive oriented. They were more and more appreciative and began to treat me more and more like an idol. I told them not too, that I was just exposing the part of themselves that was more aligned with their true nature.

As more and more of the population got involved, there became more and more conflict between the ones that were aligning themselves and the ones who were struggling to hold on to the way it was.

A small group that was trying to orient positively were asking me to help solve some of their dilemmas. Without going into too much detail, I tried to explain to them that it was their fear of change that was keeping them from aclimating to this newly introduced state. They still struggled. We were in the midst of some horses, cattle, and other animals they used for food and work. I asked them how they now felt about these animals. They expressed unparalleled newfound joy and love for all the animals that surrounded them. I then pointed about a quarter of a mile away where the animals were still being used for work and some were being slaughtered for food. “Why are you still tolerating that?” I asked. They told me because without that, they weren’t sure how they’d survive. I told them that that was fear that was still binding them. The conversation got a little deeper, but I’m having trouble remember it now.

I began to move around the village more, introducing more and more positive energy as I went and I noticed more and more conflict. I was surely showing them that it wasn’t me they should be following but it was their heart that was opening, and they should be following their deepest intuitions, which they were doing. But the threat from those that were holding on to old ways were becoming increasingly violent. At this point, I decided that it was now up to the people to complete the task. I left back for the heavens.

The rest of my night was partially lucid. I really wanted to remember these dreams but was having trouble waking up. I was lucid, going over and over the dreams in my dreams.

SikWilly


Other Dimensional Dream Experience

A dream I had while in China March 2010.

I found myself as a ball of energy. I wasn’t lucid, but it did seem as if I had total control of myself. I was not experiencing being human, but a ball of energy or consciousness. I was experimenting and having incredible fun flying around in space.

I saw Earth and zoomed into Earth’s atmosphere and then down to street level. I felt I may have been slightly visible to people, like a ball of light, so what I would do is get going as fast as I possibly could and tease them. I was flying between 10 and 100 feet off the ground in populated areas. I noticed that some people, but not all, would see me as a flash fly right in front of them, but I was so fast, there was no way they were going to have time to contemplate what I may have been. Kind of like a “Did you see that?” “See what?” “Nevermind.” My favorite part was to accelerate as fast as I could go and then take abrupt turns, weaving in and out of buildings, cars, people, etc.

While I was doing this, I began to be engaged by something similar to me, another ball of energy that contained a personality. Our personalities or energies were magnetic and we attracted eachother, so as we were flying around, we’d use eachothers magnetic pull to either gain speed or change direction faster than what we could do alone. We eventually were so adept at it, I would say we became entangled. We did everything together.

After some time of this, I asked it where it was from. It said it was from some planetary system far away, but with the speeds we could attain, we could visit it.

In this mode of existance, planetary systems were not physical, they were collections of energy. This energy behaved magnetically, and personal attraction had lots to do with the polarity and force of fields that crossed your own. If you became entangled in a certain system, it was because your personality (magnetic field) was attracted to another’s.

After flying through the fields of space, a very strong and distant group of energy came into view. He said that ahead of us was where he was from. This system was made up of VERY large bundles of energy, dancing in the fields of space together. All around and through this system where energies of all colors, shapes and sizes. From this distance, the smaller energies were so numerous, it looked as if it was a fog in and through the large energies. As we got closer, we noticed these smaller energy clusters gathered around larger bodies. These clusters were made up of personailites similar to our own.

They seemed to be in line, one after the other were entering certain energy fields and being enveloped and taken up by these fields. Again, there were a handful of VERY LARGE fields with certain personality clusters waiting to enter specific fields. There were thousands if not millions of other clusters or individual energies in this system that were just floating through the area not entering the energy. It was only a small percentage (but still a very large number!) getting involved.

I asked my fellow energy personality where everybody was going. He told me there were entering the physical, most enroute to Earth. I became VERY interested in doing this myself, I was very excited. He said that he wasn’t so sure it was good idea. These personalities that get involved get addicted and are caught in the physical fields for a very long time before they return. He also told me that even though the physical was a unique experience in creation, it can be a miserable one as well. Though he was warning me of this, I was enamored. I could not resist this pull. I told him that I had to go. He again warned me against it, but I would not hear it.

There was a particular cluster that I was very interested in and began moving towards it. He told me “do not go to that one!” Again, I did not listen. He warned me again, even as my personality was being strongly attracted to it, “DO NOT GO TO THAT ONE!!!” I asked him “Why?” He replied “There are many fields that head to Earth, as does this one, but that one is different. They are going in with purpose, they are needed in the Earth system and no one ever comes back from that one. You will never be here again.” Then, without looking back, I joined the personalities cluster never to return.

Thought you’d find this one interesting!


Wake Induced Lucid Dream

Almost had a WILD last night. I’ve only had one before. For me this has been extremely difficult. For those of you who are not familiar with a WILD, basically it is going to sleep without losing consciousness and projecting right into the astral or lucid dream.
I was very tired, but held onto a trance meditation for about an hour. There are a couple stages I go through. The final stages just before projection is the most important and difficult.
While lying in your trance state, the start of your body preparing for sleep is marked by extreme total body aches. The impulse is to move your body into a more comfortable position. This is your bodies way of confirming you are mentally sleeping. If you don’t move, your body assumes your mind is asleep and begins the paralysis process. If you stay still and focused you won’t experience the paralysis as it sets in. You will experience numbness and weightlessness. These are your projection symptoms. Prepare yourself mindfully to stay calm and focused.
At this point, my wife moved on the bed and snapped me out of it! Over an hour of prep down the drain!
Anyway, during my previously successful WILD, at this point I becan hallucinating a dream like scenario and slipped into the dream. The lack of visuals in this latest attempt made me thing I was going to project into the RTZ. Anyway, that’s it. Hope for success next time!


Gnosis "Awakening Your Seven Chakras"


Meditation: 7 Angelic Beings

Meditated and had this.  Was intending to know purpose.
Counted breaths to 10.  Imagined relaxation by falling like Alice through the rabbit hole.  Gently falling.  Decided I’d rise instead as a metaphor.  Rose through clouds into space.  Continued to rise up, now in space, without direction.
Entered tubes of energy and flowed with them, just observing.  Stopped at some unknown place.  I was before someone.  I knelt and fell into respectful meditation with being I was with.  Had communication that I was not to know what should happen or what purpose was just yet.  Pretty direct communication, I felt the being had nothing more to say about subject.  Stayed for a moment.  Some more non-directional communication and decided to move on.
Stood up put my arms outstretched as a symbol of servitude to the being I was with.  Gently gathered and released energy and decided to move on.  Entered tunnel again, with arms still outstretched.  Moved into higher realm.
Out of the abstract colors of the tunnel I was in, came a heavenly earthlike scene.  Rolling green hills, blue cloud filled sky a couple hundred yards from the edge of a forest like “boundary”.  Out of the boundary came a whispery, angelic being on a whispery, angelic horse, both in white.  The being slowly stopped before me.  I again knelt in meditative, respectful servitude.  This caught the visitor off guard.  He/she communicated the awkwardness that I was kneeling before he/she as opposed to the other way around.  I communicated that under the present mission and purpose of incarnation, I am to be held at the level I am currently working in.  I stated that at the moment I was in servitude to them and was to do as they wished.
I asked he/she to separate and he/she did.  There were now 7 angelic beings on horses before me, each displaying a unique personality.  I communicated that time was short and I requested I be enlightened as to my purpose.  One stated that the time is still not right yet.  Another, while looking away from me, stated that I would probably fail at my mission anyway, and that was the reason I shouldn’t be told.  I was still in a state of meditative energy gathering and releasing.  To silence him or better yet comfort his reluctance, I gathered creative energy and turned the rolling hills into a beautifully, lush tropical forest, full of playful life displaying more than all the colors imaginable.
We were all quiet.  No one was looking around at the newly changed environment, they were still looking at me, staring at me in quiet shock at what just transpired.  The display was one of such potent creative force that the reason behind my not knowing was now blatantly obvious to everyone there.
I was back to meditative state of energy exchange and openness, awaiting a request.  After an awkward moment of silence, the original being stated “The creative act you have just displayed is what you are there to do”.  I thought to myself that if this was the case, there is simply no room nor purpose for such work during the current state of affairs on Earth.
After a moment, the beings became one again and slowly dissipated into the forest.
I sat there to reflect.
I took a quick glimpse at the environment and then communicated to the planet that I was on.  “Do you wish for this life to stay, or to be reabsorbed back into your conscious body?”  The planet stated it was benevolent, and did not have use for such life at this time.  I then returned the environment to its original condition.  “Thank you.”  Said the planet.  “Before I leave, do you have any wishes?”  I asked.  “I am lonely.”  it answered.  I slipped back into focus and found the planet alone in space (different dimension).  I quickly found a logo, a sun and made a request to the sun.  “Would you like to be accompanied by a lonely, benevolent planet seeking creative companionship?”  “Yes” it stated.  I then moved the planet into orbit around it’s new friend.  I then returned to self.
I have been disregarding these kind of meditative experiences because they are so subtle.  Might as well begin writing them down, eh?  Hope you enjoyed.

Spinning Dipoles Creating CHARGE and Klein Bubbles

I was asked to play in my lucid dream sandbox about this.So, I played last night in my sand box. I am getting ready for work, so I can’t write it out now, but I saw why this statement must be true. This is from the paper quoted.

[link to arxiv.org]
“An answer to “why no magnetic monopoles?” is now clear. So long as there were thought to
exist the electrical monopoles known as charges, a deep belief in symmetry demanded that we consider and look for magnetic monopoles. This study concludes that there are no electrical monopoles. To this extent, symmetry has been recovered.”

My study (hehe) also concluded there cannot be any monopoles. Monopoles instability actually LEADS TO dipoles. They either collapse, or form dipoles. (I need to explain why…but later) Funny, I am looking at the stuff they cannot see. It has to do with contained spin forms that are spiral. What creates the spin forms? Light. Light is the only TRUE constant, therefor there are no fluctuations in the speed of the spin. The only way for dipoles to remain absolutely stable like they do, is with an absolute constant defining it.

More later.

Also, I played for about 2 hours with Klein Bubbles. Awesome. You know what I requested to ‘see’? That’s right. Black holes. BTW, they come in all sorts of shapes, not merely spherical. I imagine the ones nested at the center of the galaxies must be mainly spherical…but, they are absolutely incredible things! I even experimented with a supernova entering a black hole. WHOA! The result the volume was annihilated, but the skin still existed, although very shriveled up and emaciated. For relation, the size of the volume would be a house, and the skin would be a quarter after the interaction and implode/explode of the two.

Also, I experimented with injecting a massive object into the Klein Bubbles, and it resulted in a Klein Bottle effect.
[link to en.wikipedia.org]

Is the electron a photon with
toroidal topology?

[link to docs.google.com]
“Since matter is created from photons, and photons are entirely electromagnetic, it follows that matter is indeed made up of EM fields. They are arranged differently, in light and in particles.

I have found a way to arrange the EM fields to achieve the particle properties of charge, mass, angular momentum, spin, and stability. The paper is posted on arxiv under physics/0611266. The electron can be modeled as a dipolar B field that morphs into a toroidal E field, and back, at the Compton frequency. The electric and magnetic fluxes are
quantized. Precession of this spinning model about a different axis then creates “charge”. Mass is the encapsulated kinetic energy of these changing and spinning EM fields. Charge is created by a vxB mechanism of the spinning dipolar B field.”
[link to lofi.forum.physorg.com]

BTW, I wish I could express these visions more accurately, but it is extremely difficult in words.

Once again, the shapes are very similar to what Walter Russell was trying to express. In this video, you see two spiral forms mirroring each other. My vision was a little different, and more complex than this, but it will help visualization.

 

Instead of starting with two spins, start with one. And it is spinning FAST! The one begins extending, and as it extends its Spiraling Conical Filament, it actually creates the field it is formed in (torus shape). At the far end of the ‘invisible’ torus field, the extending SCF begins ‘bunching’ up and ‘mirroring’ the original spinning vortex. As the mirroring spinning vortex grows (it will eventually be the same size as the original), the two begin attracting together, and getting closer. As they get close, the amplitude is rising inside the two spiraling vortices, which creates an increase in repulsion. Then, they both stop attracting and stabilize at a particular distance apart. When I look close at the interaction, I notice there are streaks of multicolored light being emitted from between the two phased locked vortices. wtf

When I was doing the experiment, I couldn’t figure out what the slow colored lights were being emitted. It wasn’t until later today that I reread my posts, and realized what it had to be…CHARGE!

“Precession of this spinning model about a different axis then creates “charge”. Mass is the encapsulated kinetic energy of these changing and spinning EM fields. Charge is created by a vxB mechanism of the spinning dipolar B field.


Fear, Astral Projection and Death

This post is aimed as inspiration to overcome your fears.  It is primarily to assist people who are experimenting with altered realities, specifically Astral Projection, but can and should be used in everyday life.  This post will be one of many on the subject.  I am going to describe a facet of this subject that many people deal with and is usually the prime reason they give up…FEAR.  A book I recommend related to education about the astral projection process and experimentation is Robert Bruce’s book “Astral Dynamics” .  I believe this book will put you on the path to a pleasant out-of-body experience.  This activity is not for everybody, but if you found this blog, I am sure you have had an out-of-body experience, have tried to have one, or are curious enough about the subject to at least become educated on it.

In this post I will touch VERY briefly on how the exploration of this altered state may help you in challenging your fears.  This post is meant to be very brief.  Explorers have written books on these subjects, here I am writing only a few paragraphs!!!

Fear, Astral Projection, and Death

As I said in the preface above, fear can be an insurmountable barrier in life and when exploring altered states of consciousness.  If you have experienced these states, you probably know exactly what I’m talking about.  The experimentation with these states give you the opportunity to work on your fears.  It is one opportunity of many.  We should be working on overcoming our fears through every experience/opportunity that we have.

The first stages of the OBE experience can be the most challenging.  This is because there are some VERY strong “exit” sensations that accompany this process and people attach all kinds of boogeyman crap to it. It’s like most other things, you get out of it what you are putting into it.  If you believe that roaring sound and intense vibration is the beginning of the end, then thats the experience you’ll walk away with. If you believe that roaring sound and intense vibration are sign posts to the wonderful experience of astral projection, then you will relish your astral experience (with crazy amounts of apprehension!! But that’s the fun part!!).

These pre-exit sensations can come in many different forms.  You can experience the “swimming” of your head.  It is almost like your consciousness is on a roller coaster ride, swimming and swirling inside your head.  You can experience intense vibrations that feels as if your body is about to come apart!  You can hear auditory hallucinations which can take the form of people talking, music, whispering in your ear, amplification of noises occurring in your environment, etc.  You can experience hallucinations or visions.  These may appear as swirling colors that look like swimming amoebas, flashes of light, glimpses of what looks like still-frame pictures or even movies, etc. You can experiencing the extreme pounding of the heart chakra that takes your breath away. These sensations and hallucinations are EXTREMELY real.  Ultimately you will not be able to tell the difference between these “symptoms” and the real thing.  And that is where the challenge lies.  You must learn to sit through these sensations without apprehension and without fear.  Though you can exit from the body while having this fear and apprehension, you chances of a successful exit will increase as you begin to take control of your fears and the experience will be more pleasant…  I will further explain the causes of these sensations and hallucinations in a later post.

What is the key to overcoming fear?  Education, experience, confrontation, and completion, in that order.  Educate yourself on the subject, attempt to experience the subject, confront your fears associated with the subject, and follow through to completion, i.e don’t give up.  With each exposure to each of these stages, apprehension and fear begin to turn into curiosity and adventure.  See yourself as an explorer.  Many have gone before you.  Don’t let people who have not completed these four stages of overcoming fear tell you different.  There are too many misconceptions about this subject by people who have not experienced it, or have only partial experience and are close minded and fearful.  If you have followed your venture through completion and feel it is not for you, change direction.  Again, these practices should be done in everyday life as well as ventures into the unknown.

Upon successful exit (or even a partial exit), your world view will instantly change forever.  Again, I won’t go into detail concerning the astral experience except as it relates to overcoming fear.  These more subtle realms are very responsive to thought, especially thoughts having to do with emotion.  Fear being one of the strongest emotions we can create, our potential for creating fear and then experiencing it directly in the astral is huge!  As is the experience of love, joy, and bliss.

As with your attempts at exit, your experience in the astral can be pleasant or disastrous!  It is all in how you decide to perceive your experience and how much negative baggage your are carrying both consciously and sub-consciously into this realm.  The emotions we experience in the physical will determine our experience in the astral.  But in the astral, your emotions and thoughts can instantly become your reality.  Therefore, in ordinary life (the physical experience) we must learn to control our thoughts and emotions in a manner that is reflective of the way we would like to experience life in the subtle realms.  Do you experience life with love, compassion, friendship, adventure, mystery, travel, exploration, positive relationships, etc., or do you experience life with apprehension, hate, jealousy, fear, prejudice, etc.  Of course in everyday life we experience a full range of these emotions and thoughts, but for the most part there are a handful that define us.  These emotions are the ones that will define your experience in the subtle realms.  Therefore, it benefits us greatly to work on the positive attributes.  And practice makes close to perfect!

If this stuff is real, which it is, your best bet is to practice it now and get all the fear mongering b.s. out of the way while you have the physical to still retreat back to. Do you know where you go when you die? You guessed it, these more subtle realms. However, if you are not prepared and are fearful of all this stuff, when you die you have to suffer through it for a time, because there’s no cozy physical bed to retreat back to.

The astral can be very receptive to your creative thoughts, whether they’re under your control or not. This fear mongering is only creating more negativity. That’s your God given creativity at work. Are you going to create more negative experiences for yourself or are you going to grow up and start being a positive source of creativity to and for the benefit of everybody. What experience are YOU going to bring back to the creator?

Experience life.  Get over your fears.

Everybody says it time and time and time again and we just aren’t getting it. Let go of your fear already. Actually, you can’t really let it go, but confront it! Cause when you do it goes away and you can finally experience existence without it. Sounds kinda like heaven. This is the spiritual path, moving closer and closer to a place where evil does not exist. You begin to realize evil is just a polarity of love, the other side being good, but its all love. That’s hard to believe right now, but that is because we are not awake to the fact. When we are, and eventually you will be, we will start experiencing EVERYTHING as love and consequently will be experiencing our own version of heaven.

You are not going to be eaten by some scary monster in the astral. What… your physical body turns into a dismembered corpse on you bed because a dragon ate you in the astral, or blew fire on you? No!!!! That’s ridiculous! You wake up in your bed and think what a wild trip/adventure that was! Confront your dragons or whatever fanciful thing your fearing, and use the opportunity you’ve been given to PROGRESS! Retreating from your fears is exactly that… retreat. Its a step backwards in your progression forward towards less fear and more love and adventure.  Educate, experience, confront, complete.

You never go away. No dragon or demon can eat you an make you no longer exist. You will go on forever and ever and ever. You will experience negativity until you don’t want to anymore. But you have to GROW past it. There is nothing that is really evil. Woops! Did I just say that? Nothing is evil, it is just you or a demon having a misconception about the reality of things, including a misconception about yourself BECAUSE YOU ARE FEARFUL!

All that being said… if you are not of sound mind, if you have more feet in fantasy land than in the reality of your current focal point, then you can and probably will scare the crap out of yourself. If you delve into the negative aspects of astral projection, if believe the astral is the place of demons and goblins to be fought and defeated, this is what you will experience, and it won’t be pleasant.  If you explore these realms in search of friendship, creativity, beauty, and spiritual expression, your experience will be heaven.  It all depends on where you decide you want to put your mental energy.  Creation is infinite.  Why explore the depths of hell when you can reach the heights of heaven!

Everybody moves at their own pace and everyone will eventually get past this difficult lesson we go through as conscious beings to reach a place of understanding where evil does not exist as evil, but as a polarity which is necessary for creative action. Which is what this aspect of creation is mostly about. The creator creates a creation and then steps inside to experience it using focal points such as your body and your consciousness as the vehicle. The creator is who you are, experiencing a fragmented section of yourself. You are God experiencing you.  So, creativity and experience is what this whole physical realty thing-a-ma-jig is all about.

Astral travel is real.  Go explore if your not too scared! You’re going to find yourself there sooner or later, I guarantee!


My First Out Of Body Experience

My first OBE happened when I was traveling the country after college. My twin brother and I had bought a small trailer and traveled the country with some friends who make a living detailing motor coaches.

Anyway, one night while I was trying to go to sleep I began to feel an extremely faint buzzing through my body. At first it was a comfortable thing. Then, as the buzzing got more intense, it started to get a little scary. I could have shaken it off and gotten up, but I was curious and decided to sit it out and see what happended. The buzzing seemed to start to harmonize and my body began feeling like it had very small ripples of energy rolling through it. Very small ripples at first, then these seemed to coalesce into large ripples until it felt as if my body had 2 or 3 waves gently rolling though me. After the waves seemed to get to a point where my entire body was in sync I got the sensation of sliding headfirst off my bed downwards. Curious, I continued to just go with the flow.

At the time I had an idea of what happened next, but I never wrote it down and have forgotten the details. I do remember being escorted by a couple “entities” of some sort, one on each side of me. I was being taught about the way things are and the way they are going to be. It finalized with a tour of the material universe. The last thing I remember was overlooking the entire cosmos as the two entities showed me a final lesson. I do not remember what it was, but remember it being significant. Then, I found myself floating above my body back in my trailer. I decided not to go back to my body and instead decided to “fly” through the rest area we were staying at. After what seemed about 15 minutes, I returned to my body and sat up. I sat for awhile pondering what just happened and at the time wrote it off as an extremely real dream. After more experiences with OBE’s some ten years later, I now know what it was. The memory of details have faded unfortunately through the years.

My OBE’s later were of a slightly different nature. I had begun working on astral projecting out of curiosity and became convinced I could do it. My OBE’s usually happen without notice. I wake up from a nap or in the middle of the night buzzing. My mind feels slightly different and I know I am in the right mode. Its weird to describe. For all intents and purposes you feel you have woken up, but there’s something different about it.

I know I am buzzing and am in the astral mode, now is the challenge of getting out of my body. My body holds me like a magnet. I can get my hands out, thats not a problem. I wave them in front of my face and confirm that its my astral hands. I have difficulty seeing them, but when I shake them a bit, I can see their outlines a little better. Now, I try to get my head up. My head comes out with some resistance, but it came out. Now I have my chin down near my chest and I’m gonna try and sit up. I try and try, but my chest and stomach are not budging. Then with more effort, my chest comes free, but my stomach, no matter how hard I try, will not release. OK, this isn’t working. Instead of sitting up and trying to get out, I’m gonna try swinging my feet off the bed and kinda roll out sideways. That works! Some resistance, but for the most part, it worked. I stand up. I’m completely free of my body.

I walk around my bed. Its hard to see, my vision is kinda like tunnel vision, only what I’m concentrating on is in focus. I walk to the bedroom door. I decide to try and walk through it. At first there’s slight resistance, but as I start to make it out the other side, it gets easier and I’m through. Wow, this means I can go through walls, windows, whatever. As I walk thru the house, getting further away from my body, I can feel my consciousness slipping back to my body. Its hard now to keep my focus. I can feel it all slipping. Briefly, I feel I’m in two places at the same time. I can no longer keep my concentration and I slip back into my body and lay there awake. The buzzing comes back after about 20 seconds and it all starts again. Sometimes this will happen only once, sometimes I’ll get 5 or 6 OBEs in one night. Most of them are similiar to this.


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