Maybe it was just time for a change. I can understand why certain societies may encourage name changes every now and then. There is a type of release…release of baggage. We shall see.
I see the games, if that is what people decide to call it, with more clarity. That is, I see myself with more clarity and therefor see games as less interesting or desirable.
I have always tried to be extremely open, and knew people would use that against me, when it was their intent. I played with it until the other night. I had a vast amount of respect for AL, and much interior love for the thought AL was in my mind. But, as cycles churn, I suppose things change, as decrees the spiral of the All Thing. That was the kicker, not my ‘biggest zealot’, but how others thoughts can be so different than what I ‘thought’.
EVERYTHING is so superficial, except one’s own self. I am positive that sentience – besides ourselves – are beside themselves when they view the creatures we are. The interaction with us would drive us mad, I believe. We make no sense. Our truths, our feelings, our thoughts, our interactions…everything about us is false…there IS NO TRUTH in the meaning of humans relationship with other humans, except it be within isolated systems of love, as I have found with my immediate family, my wife, and kids.
I believe I understand why certain societies promote name changes as the progression progresses. I have not been ‘learned’ in the ways, but it seems I must constantly figure them out for myself. In that way, it is fun though, as I see eyes open wide to surprise when my intuition and thought patterns wreak a false havoc on others thought patterns. A friendly ‘game’ of tag.